Sabtu, 12 Juni 2010

can you imagine what happened?













holy shit ......

Jumat, 28 Mei 2010

A STUPID POST FOR PATHETIC PEOPLES...

dimana kita sekarang??

mengapa kita disini??

apa yang terjadi di masa depan??

mereka mengatakan "hidup ini terlalu pendek"

"disini dan sekarang"

dan, "kamu hanya diberi satu kesempatan"

tapi apa mungkin lebih dari itu??

apa aku pernah hidup sebelumnya??

atau memang hanya ini??

dulu aku takut akan kematian..

dulu aku pikir itu adalah akhir,..

tapi itu dulu...

sekarang aku tau jiwaku akan berpindah..

aku mungkin gak akan pernah menemukan segala jawabannya..

aku mungkin gak akan akan pernah paham mengapa ini terjadi....

aku juga gak akan bisa membuktikan segala yang aku tau benar...

seandainya aku mati besok, ya sudah..

karena aku percaya, setelah kita gak ada,,

jiwa kita akan tetap ada...

aman dalam cahaya yang mengelilingiku..

bebas dari rasa takut dan kepedihan..

pikiranku yang terus bertanya membantuku menemukan arti hidup ku lagi..

sekarang aku disini, semuanya telah jelas..

aku menemukan apa arti semua ini...

Jumat, 14 Mei 2010

ef̱charistíes...

now we are at the finish line.. yes, we won the race, friends! we successfully beat all the enemies!

but, this is the end of junior highschool. now, the time do us part. and, now we must against more enemies. the struggle are not end, friends!

in this post, i need to say some thanks to:

1. God, you give me more than i need. thanks!

2. My beloved parents. you give me a lot of facilities, a lot of affection, and a lot of time. thanks!

3. FRIENDS. yep, they all the best! thanks ya! i never forgot you! i never forgot all the memories that we have been trip for three years. THANKS!!

4. teacher. without you, i may never successfully beat the exam. thanks!

5. my lovely buffalo. thanks for your affection, a lot of support. THANKSS!!!!

and many thanks that i cant describe that in a words :p

and the reader too :p thanks :p

Senin, 03 Mei 2010

when the levee breaks..

If it keeps on raining levee's going to break..
When the levee breaks have no place to stay..

Mean old levee taught me to weep and moan ..
Got what it takes to make a Mountain Man leave his home..

Oh, well..

Don't it make you feel bad?
When you're trying to find your way home you don't know which way to go?
when you're going down south and there's no work to do ,,

And you're going on to Chicago ...

Crying won't help you, praying won't do you no good..

When the levee breaks, mama, you got to go

All last night sat on the levee and moaned ,,
Thinking about my baby and my happy home ....

Going to Chicago...

Sorry, but I can't take you .... i cant take you... my lovely khoci.. :)

Rabu, 28 April 2010

the atlas city never sound so much better

yep, guess what? im in atlas city now. for a long "holiday" :p

it will be a good trip.

in this town, i have visited many interesting place. start from tawang station, paragon, gramedia, and the last, lawang sewu.

yep. this is my first time for visiting lawang sewu. and guess when? i visited lawang sewu at night. yep, at night :p

i watched many good bands from atlas city there. especially my uncle's band. :p

that's a beautiful moment. yep.

btw, thanks to "sekazo" friends for a great dinner :p

ok, that's all. :p

Jumat, 23 April 2010

the tielman brothers.. musisi rock n roll yang dilupakan bangsanya..

yep,, tielman brothers.. mungkin pada gak tau ya ini apaan? yep, ini adalah nama dari sebuah band. tapi, sebelum itu, kita bicara dulu soal the beatles, jimi hendrix, dkk.

yap, siapa gak kenal beatles sih? band rock n roll yang jadi legenda musik rock. gausah dijelasin pun pasti tau. n, jimi hendrix. gitaris mana yg gak tau jimi hendrix? gitaris blues yang juga melegenda.

tapi, ada satu band yang jauh lebih dulu terkenal bahkan sebelum the beatles lahir. yak, merekalah the tielman brothers. buat yang nanya ini band mana?? ini adalah band INDONESIA.

yak, BAND INDONESIA yang jauh lebih dulu terkenal sebelum beatles ada, terkenal di berbagai belahan dunia, namun sayangnya kurang dikenal di negerinya sendiri.

The Tielmans Brothers merupakan sebuah band rock yang terdiri dari 4 anak muda asal Maluku. Band yang semula bernama The Timor Rhytm Brothers lalu berubah menjadi The Four Tielman Brothers, dengan personil empat bersaudara Tielman: Andy(lead guitar, vocal), Reggie (rhytm guitar, vocal), Phonton (double bass, vocal), dan Loulou (drums, vocal).

bahkan, ada beberapa fakta menarik. jauh sebelum jimi hendrix mempopulerkan teknik gitar yang nyeleneh kayak main gitar di belakang kepala, dsb, andy tielman sudah jauh lebih dulu mempopulerkan nya.

dan, siapa yg gak tau teknik tapping ala eddie van halen?? yap, lagi2 andy tielman sudah jauh lebih dulu mempopulerkan nya sebelum eddie van halen ngetop.

dan lagi, Konon, Paul McCartney (beatles) ternyata mengagumi band ini dan terinspirasi The Tielman Brothers sebelum The Beatles terkenal pada awal 1960-an. Maklumlah, The Tielman Brothers telah membawakan lagu-lagu rock n roll jauh sebelum The Beatles muncul. Saat The Beatles manggung pertama kali di Jerman, grup band asal Inggris ini sempat melihat penampilan The Tielmans Brothers yang manggung menggunakan Hofner Violin bass. Dan saat itulah untuk yang pertamakalinya Paul melihat Bass Violin Hofner. Andy Tielmans sang gitaris memakai Fender Jazz Master khusus 10 strings. Fender sengaja mengirim representative-nya ke Jerman saat itu untuk merancang gitar buat Andy Tielmans.

bahkan, andy memiliki gitar gibson les paul keluaran pertama di belanda saat itu.

Sayangnya, di tahun 1976 band ini dikabarkan bubar karena boleh dikatakan permainan musik mereka terkesan mandek dan tidak ada perkembangan alias kurang eksploratif. Mereka bermain musik di tataran yang itu-itu saja, dan itulah yang akhirnya membuat publik menjadi bosan. Begitupun, karya mereka sampai sekarang masih sangat digemari di luar negeri, terutama di Belanda.





VIDEOS

yap, merekalah the tielman brothers.. band indonesia yang bahkan hampir gak dikenal di negaranya sendiri.,, tapi memberikan kontribusi besar untuk musik rock dunia.. bahkan teknik2 bermain nyeleneh dan frontalnya pun diikuti banyak pemain2 legenda sekarang..

tapi ironisnya,, sedikit sekali orang indonesia yang mengetahui band ini...


sumber sumber: KASKUS, WIKIPEDIA, YOUTUBE, GOOGLE

Sabtu, 17 April 2010

neverland...

When the darkness takes me over..
Face down, emptier than zero, Invisible you come to me......
..quietly

Stay beside me...

Whisper to me "Here I am",, And the loneliness fades...
Some people think I'm somethin'. Well you gave me that, I know
But I always feel like nothing....

When I'm in the dark alone,,
You provide the soul, the spark that drives me on
Makes me something more than flesh and bone
At times like these.....

Any fool can see..
Your love inside me,,
All these years, Truth In front of my eyes..
While I denied,, What my heart knows was right...

Any fool can see...
Your love inside me...

I want to be someone
Someone would want to be.....

Jumat, 16 April 2010

oh the blood oh the blood oh the massacre!!

....... zzz ..... 33.... 22 ... 11..' . . .. . ' . . .. ' .. . .. . ' .. . .. ' .. . .. .. ' .. .. .. ' . . ..

"let me see. '' ... zz ;' . $@# how much &%0 bloo & D that will sp ^8 rinkling (%$ from ($ )%$#@ your f 95 v cking throat....

&%#$@(%(%$^&%#$@#@#@^

now, the revenge has begun/// and you, just shut the fuck up and see what i will do to you.

change your tears into a blood, and i will push my knife deep into your fucking eyes...

so, the game is start now. let us see who will win and who will lose.

oh, that dots have their own means...

Selasa, 13 April 2010

i sincerely...

Pernahkah anda berderma, bukan karena...

  • merasa terancam, atau setidaknya merasa tidak aman karena keberadaan orang itu?

  • risih dan ingin orang itu cepat-cepat pergi dari hadapan anda?

  • merasa tidak enak dengan orang lain?

  • ingin mengesankan orang lain?

  • ingin orang tersebut tetap baik terhadap anda?

  • hal itu melambungkan ego anda dan membuat anda merasa menjadi sinterklas?

  • ingin mendapat pahala?

Jika semua jawaban ya, maka anda telah beramal
Selain itu, anda cuma membayar untuk rasa aman, kenyamanan, ketenangan batin atau pemuasan ego anda...

[..kayaknya sih... :Peace:]

taken from my father's note..

Kamis, 08 April 2010

ABANDON ALL HOPE...


"ABANDON ALL HOPE YE WHO ENTER HERE"

"Justice the founder of my fabric mov'd:
To rear me was the task of power divine,
Supremest wisdom, and primeval love."

"Before me things create were none, save things
Eternal, and eternal I endure.
All hope abandon ye who enter here."

;)

Kamis, 01 April 2010

i'm an atlantis seeker

yeay! that national exam was end! but, that's not mean that i'm free, there's still 2 exams that i must face them.

ok, that's not important. in this post, i just want to type about, see the title, and you will know what's the mean idea of this post.

"atlantis" is the lost city. atlantis can be a myth city. a city that drowned by the sea.

but, someone says, atlantis means happiness. atlantis means something that make you feel happy, smile. who says that? yeah, actually, he is a songmaker of a song called "rediscovering atlantis".

and i just agree with him. "rediscovering atlantis" means seeking for an old happiness that you have forget it for so long.

but that's just his definition for "rediscovering atlantis". and me, i have my own definition for that.

for me, "rediscovering atlantis" means seeking for another happiness that you never dream about it.

a happiness that you never realize about it. a happiness that you never predict about it. sounds good, right?

i predict, you think that's easy thing to do, right? in reality, look for some happiness that you never realize it is a hard thing to do. sometimes you dont know what thing that can be a "happiness"

in reality, look for a sadness is easier than look for happiness. why? because you never let your heart feel happy, you always think a thing that always make you sad, always make you cry. eventually, cry never give you a solution. you can't think when you are sad.

so, let's fill your day with happiness. and let's find the happiness. :)

last word, bye~

i'm an atlantis seeker!!

Rabu, 31 Maret 2010

i see malicious smile..

this week is national exam week. that's why i never type here since last month (maybe). tomorrow, is the last day of national exam. yeah, it's science. "science" means physics and one annoying subject again, *****. so, wish me luck for tomorrow! :p

ah, long time i didn't update this blog. tonight i just type some of my mind's dust..

i have some quotes to think about. here it is.

1. "you cant hatch chicken from fried egg"

what it's mean? yeah, fried egg never give you a chicken. to get a chicken, you must have an "egg" not "fried egg"

2. "dont ever try to teach a pig to sing, it just waste your time. and it annoys the pig"

everyone knows, that teach a pig to sing is nearly impossible. and it's just waste your time. you never get the positive things from that. and it annoys the pig too.


hmm, yeah, that's all i want to type here. maybe tomorrow i can update this blog. thanks for reading this fuckin annoying post. wish me luck for national exam. thanks :)



Sabtu, 06 Maret 2010

serenade..

"You never be alone again, Cos this serenade I sing for you, Will be your guardian angel, Watching over your endless sleep"

yak. kali ini saya mau nulis pake bahasa indonesia. why? entah kenapa, pengen aja :p

lalu, apa yang mau saya tulis? tentang serenade kah?

serenade adalah suatu komposisi musik. tapi, saya ga akan membahas itu disini.

"These words and these melodies I write for you..."

kali ini saya mau menyuarakan opini saya. sumber ide topiknya adalah ketika saya lagi main2 ke blog (atau web??) nya yamiza, si pembuat soal di matibeku.com (beberapa)

yak, di postingannya, dia ngebahas tentang status FB. gak penting banget kayaknya yak? well, menurut saya sih ini penting.

disitu dia mengungkapkan kekesalannya kepada seseorang yang nulis di status FB yang isinya menghujat satu instansi, yang ternyata instansi itu adalah tempat dia menghabiskan beberapa umurnya.

pokoknya, ngehujat deh.

jadi, status nya gini:

ANJING! BANGSAT! BIADAB! TUH GURU GABUT BANGET! NGGAK NGAJARIN APA-APA SAMA MURIDNYA, TIBA-TIBA NGASIH ULANGAN! UDAH GITU NILAINYA NGASAL LAGI! BANGSAT! KURANG AJAR! TAII!!!!

yah, dari situ ketauan kalo orang yang nulis status itu pasti lagi kesel banget. and then, dia menumpahkan kekesalannya di status FB.

ya emang gapapa sih. tapi yang jadi pusat perhatian nya disini adalah caranya menulis dan pemilihan kata2nya yang, well, gak sopan.

1. caranya menulis. nah, ini yang bikin ga enak adalah: PENGGUNAAN CAPS LOCK. yak, caps lock memang kadang digunakan untuk penekanan. di beberapa situasi penggunaan caps lock memang menimbulkan efek penekanan, tapi, penggunaan caps lock di kasus ini dibarengi dengan penggunaan kata2 "kebun binatang". nah, itu dia yang bikin gak enak.

kenapa sih setiap marah harus pake caps lock? masih ada cara lain kok untuk menghujat tanpa caps lock.

2. pemilihan kata2nya. ini juga, penggunaan kata2 "kebun binatang" memang sudah menjadi sangat umum kalo lagi marah, kesel, bete. tapi, disini juga harus liat situasi dong. siapa yang kalian hadapi nantinya? kata2 ini membuat instansi itu jadi terhujat kan? nah, misalnya nanti dia ngeliat, gimana? masih banyak kok cara yang lebih halus untuk marah. gak mesti pake kata2 kebun binatang itu, ditambah dengan kotorannya. ;)

"I shall never forget the moment that "

dan, yang bikin efek menghujat itu adalah penggabungan keduanya. kalo pake caps lock, kata2 nya halus, gak bakal jadi keliatan menghujat. tapi kalo pake caps lock, kata2nya pake kamus kebun binatang, ya jadinya sperti itu.

lagian, internet ini gak sebebas yang kalian kira. banyak kasus orang dituntut hanya karena tulisan pendek mereka di internet. bahkan twitter yang harus nya menjadi tempat update status juga ternyata gak sebebas yang kalian kira.

jadi, hanya untuk pembelajaran saja sih, sekarang nulis di internet harus hati2. jangan seenak sendiri ;) sekian aja deh, ngantuk. ~

"Every now and then your smile Appears before me, Only then I realize it's all just a dream, Your ghost still linger upon us, As it watches over My every step.."

Jumat, 05 Maret 2010

until i cant dreaming again..

morning, the sunshine was come, and the moon left the sky..

morning, the sunlight was come, and the darkness left the sky..

today i woke up, and look at the beautiful sky, and think, "how it can be so true? beautiful.."

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hueh, that's just some annoying shit that i ever think..

get bored with this day..

ahh,, some trouble happened with my life..

hmm, this day is interesting.. full of laugh.. until something broke that.

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and the hard rain is come..

and i walk over the road.. i walk through the rain.. i walk through this empty life..

i still walk 'til the rains die..

--

what a day??

huh, feel so lazy to walk out from this room.

and the clove not makes me better..

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and i see the rainbow in that beautiful sky..

when i walk through that, i meet the kids is singing a song

they sing a sweet lullaby for me..

then i fall and sleep..

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hmm,, feel so bored

not better enough..

now i do nothing.. just write down this fucking post..

hope this shit can go away from my mind..

hoh, enough. bye~

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when i sleep i dreaming of you..

your face, your smile, your eyes..

'till i can't dream again.. never dreaming again..


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thanks a lot for reading this fucking annoying post!

Kamis, 04 Maret 2010

the phantom thief is back

welcome back. yeah, after long time since the last post that i wrote, now, i'm back.

hm, surely, i dont have any idea for what i want to type in this post. but i want to write something in this blog.

yeah, my activity make me cant update this blog.

so, what's the main idea of this annoying post?

i dont know. but i had to type about love.

yeah, love.

as we know, love is such a beautiful rainbow. the smell is same as the smell of the rain, the beauty is same as the beauty of the rose, that you cant understand it.

but, i want to type about love in my opinion.

so, get ready for the main idea of this fucking annoying post.

for me, love is such an abstract thing. love is something that can make you feel crazy, feel sick, something that can make you do some crazy thing.

like "queen" band says in their song, "crazy little thing called love".

love is such a "X" in mathemathics. love can means whatever.

love is, if you lose it, it make you feel guilty, feel lost, sad, alone.

but love can be beautiful. love can be as beautiful as a rainbow after hard rain.

love is like an illusion. not real. it's just a feel. but love make you do some "crazy thing" sometimes make you do a "good thing" but sometimes make you do a "real crazy thing" like a suicide, etc.

yeah, that's the main idea from this fucking annoying post.

that's what i want to type in this blog. ok, thanks a lot for your attention. if you feel annoyed, call me :p

bye~

"your name is locked deep in my heart, your soul is locked deep beneath my skin~"